June 23, 2025

 Today seems the same as yesterday. Waiting for sleep, night and the next day. Bento Order. On a chicken kick now. massed egg salad, all 18 eggs. Thinking of doing clothes. Yesterday was a bad day. becoming present. Ran out of cigarettes, pulled out the nicotine gum. Ran out last night. held out till 9:00 am this morning. Seeing that woman and their beliefs and individual though gender based. Perhaps if I was born in a strong male family I'd think differed ntly and see things differently. I was born in a male hated female strong family system. I would have been better for God to give my mother two sisters instead of one male and one female. With my sister female and my mother and father hating men with the kind of men my mother attracted. I was doomed from my birth. True it could have been worse. It could also have been better. The interesting things all women feel about men as a gender and felt it seems by all women.

All men want to fuck them. Which isn't true. Not even if they are not gay. This was brought out in a comedy video by a woman. Which is true. The second thing is that all women will fuck you if you are a sports star, in a band, politician or in another powerful position. It is raaarely love, more so money, security, power and the mighty orgasm that woman expect men to give them. In actuallit woman expect men to do everything for them. My sister had no problem with me undressing in front of her or her friend Bernadette. Where I would never be allowed to see her undress. Well unless I was fucking her .

Woman seem entitled more then any other minority which is saying  alot. Feeling oppresed, weak poweress which is the oppissite. They also do not like sharing. Money or anything else. Woamn are suppsed to be sexy men are not. Woman bitch, nag, complain and in general hate men and feel they have nothing worthless to say. Men do not feel or think this way as a gender. I feel something happened in the garden of Eden between Adam and Eve that is not mentioned in any bible or historic text.  Woman are allowed to be needy while men are not. Woman are allowed to be nice while men are not. Men are expendable while woman are not. WIC or woman and children are preserved first. Woman also gloss or sugar coat everything. 

This is not a post of woman hatred which any woman reading this would say. By the way there are no books about woman hating men and the men who love them. The oppiste though is a actually book. The reason being that mostly all woman hated men and find them responsible. Many woman who say they love you mean I like you and I can use you.  Take note they are only songs about womn being lied to or scorned by men. The songs from men are losing the woman they loved not how they hurt them or lied to them. The differences are very clear though no one talks about them. I do not beleive that God is male . More like both. Half male half female. With the female version stronger. Jesus was sacrificed as all men are for the sake of woman. Men are the labor and workhorse for which woman benifit and enjoy of their labors.