November 9, 2024

 Pfund out that Jonney and Miranda will probably hooking up soon. so sad his getting into her pants and not mine. Lots of fb videos on girls offering their pussies and bodes to complete strangers. Must be nice to have such power and choice. Men got so cheated at creation it's not even funny and we weren't even the first to sin. It's not fair at all. Oh, if only I was born with a pussy how my life would be different.  My penis pain persists. No passport I was declined. Had to take the chance. Decided I need to stay in California until I retire. It was a hard choice to make but needed. Since my social security benefits went up 50 percent in the last 3 years. So, I have no choice as I know I will get two raises a year. better than I can expect from any other job. I am seriously thinking of buying a boat when I retire and move back to Florida. Dock it at the Marina. I am looking at a $20,000-to-30,000-thousand-dollar boat. Right now, I am eligible for a $4000 loan.  The beginning to an end. I sure would like to eat some pussy though. Guess it just not in my path. Not gong Miranda anymore Make up. She can get it from Johnny even though he has no job and probably won't get one. She seems to have a thing for that type. I am not as angry but still angry and have good reason. as does the starving man at the fat man.

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