October 5, 2024

 Today was again different then yesterday inmany ways. Today was my 1 year anniverssy. Danyielle the new girl started today. Black girl of ixed races. red hair gene. Family from Louisana. Lots in common. big breasts. Big butt. Very very pretty eyes. For some odd stangew reason I felt I coulod talk to her forever. Very6 satrange. Its a good thing we wont be working together. Might not ever see her again which could be  a good thing. Way too miuch in common or to talkm about over several subjects. Going to las vergas soon. Everything else about the same. Feeling the need to do less. Put pout less clothing. Got a hug from Ashely which was real nice. Ashleyt is a real nioce hugger. Im sure Danyille would be as well. She has a sister named Madison. maddie dfor sure more in common. Tommorow is Sunday and m last day for the week. Maybe I should migrate to Birmingham. Thats a thought  Or even Savannah.

Her sister lives in NY in a 250 square studio half my size studio.Tried the medical food. it sucks. Jeri seems to be geared toward higher educated people. Not looking good for me. Not that she would fire me. Though can see me having no chance to be rioted Danyelle at least has a career she is working on much besides Abigail. I know I head over in whatever for her. I wanted to talk to her way too much and was getting pissed when we were interrupted so much. very good thing I won't be seeing her anymore. Running out of things to say. Want to work on writing. drink sleep writes. Move on Im 56 shes in her 30's. Shes black im white. She is educated  i am not no matter how much she thinks I am. So many clues and body or rather facial lanuage. Such big titties. I wonder if the oil on her skin is different. She is not black black like Kiesha. I am defintiley attracted to her I just don't know why. Must be the eyes. Not going to like these medical dinners for sure.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

October 16, 2024

 I am si depressed. I am in Las Vegas and is sad. ber is si expensive at night. Yet that the best time. want to a Asini the other night and lost my $20 quick. going to the other casino I did better at later tonight Safari or Sahara. Typing on m small Microsoft laptop. Found out my wrist band screws me up. Can't get rid of the dread. waiting until 10:30 for lynch then 1:00pm for presentation and seeing what my $200 coupon covers. at be a foot massage. broke down Nd bought vodka a=nd Kaliha. Gad a drink=k this n=morning. Buying Kalah and vodka when I get back. I have to admit my addiction to alcohol makes me feel better then my addiction to porn. If this is what I have to do to make e happy what's wrong with that? I'm not hurting anyone, and it hooks me, =. What's wrong with that. If my depression ended, I could quit drinking. It gets e through the day.
Read more

October 4, 2024

 Today I feel the world has changed again. I am glad every day is a new day. I hope for that and glad for that. Reading more and watching Netflix more. Both things that take care of my boredom. I feel my mind is often not at rest. I am thinking go a tie. First, I must button my shirt to the next to last button and get comfortable with that. In 10 years, I want to leave California. Mu biggest and longest goal. I'll be 66 years old... Almost ready to take out my social security. I am figuring no less Thern $50,000 in cash. $25,000 in Credit. I know I will have to give away almost all of my belongings. Except my clothes. I am going to try to drink my water. One cup of coffee and then water. I had one coffee cup of water today. My vacation list is paid and complete till March of next year. I know after each vacation my thoughts and goals will change. I am trying to live ion the present while looking for the future. I am jealous of jimmy not of his life though of his popularity. Hus pro...
Read more

(Anger Notes) -4-

  Patricia I don't remember the first time we met or in saw you. I do remember the last. You used to come over my house to my room. Remember your family being darker skin maybe Spanish like Leo. I don't remember your last name. You Lived down the street from my court I do remember that. I don't remember us kissing. I do remember that time when I asked you to take off your bathing suit. Sop we must have been swimming.  You didn't want to as you had on a one piece. So im sure we did it before. When you didn't. I took my pants down showing you how easy and quick it would be.Then my FUCVKING sister opened the door without knocking and saw me with my pants down. Then I had to keep the door open from then on. I had started a fire ion the house and my mother said I could come outside and play with you or you rather inside so no one would ever know I wasn't still punished. Then you disappeared. Those are my only memories of you. I remember you like it was yesterday. The...
Read more