October 12, 2024

 Today passed I seem to be getting by for work for my sleep. Atwork, maybe it is because I didn't need as much sleep at night before I go to work. Perhaps I am too scared at night to sleep. and prefer the afternoon. I seem to be gaining weight. Today was quite peaceful it is better for me to do writing at work. The days seem better. Mark stopped by with Kristina. My house is a mess. I have felt a lot of anger and resentment from watching Asian poor. Thru breasts are so pretty. They didn't seem to understand why porn is so requested or so they said. a Weser is simple. Women have choice and are so damn picky on who Theil let fuck them that men are starving. It is their fault. I saw a video that blamed men for there impotency because so weren't having enough sex with woman. Like it's their fault woman won't let them fuck them. It just grows and grows. I am working on mm y story Rhonda Jame sand it seems to be going further then my last story. I believe at over 10,000 words. The chapters Arnt as long but the word count is growing as i  I found a new development to write about. I guess I won't be voting this year. I need to take another x ray Going to Veag next week not sure what to think or to dread it or get excited. It's just a hotel ant yaw plan on taking pictures. Going to the slots at night when the excitement is most and hopefully sleep during the day. No new to report though as my duties increase, I will see Jeri more. Saw Kylen she looks so good with her hair down. Got another delivery of free food from sim cal. out of kahuna. Took 3 hours of sick time. Mary came to talk a lot and so did Dora not going to miss her. Shes really not a turn on while Leslie is and seeing her nice nipples. American porn is very conservative. Something not mentioned in the talk of comparison and very boring. Thinking of story. Tried to poop not yet though. It's there. Wondering if my sleep pattern would change with ought alcogel. Might not buy anymore at least not until after Las Veiga.