October 10.2024

 Today was better. Writing story Rhonda James at work. Makes time go better. Got bed bug day switched to Monday. My esteem is better my ego. Talked to Kylen about my Case management essay. Sheened reading it and was not very pleased. Nor was Jeri. I could tell by the look on her face she read it and wasn't happy. Oh well. She can go to her wasteless training. My ego is better thanks to my not pay raise that really means little. But my added duties. Me always buttoning up my t shirt also makes me feel better. ate chicken soup for today's now at work and one cup of coffee. It was a good day. Lots of phone calls.  My writing helped. Screw the donations. Cleaned the office mentioned it to mike not that he cared. He didn't like me changing the bug pest control clean out. Nobody likes to change. Almost out of Kaliha going to get Passport application rather Saturday. Things are coming up. Elia wants to see me again. I upset her at the party, and she has since recovered. |I am learning more about females. ignore them and they start running. I hinted to Pila at a date. She said she wanted to punch me but said I didn't offend her. A really slow burn. My mom and sister went to Tennessee and then went to a museum. They turn every hurricane evacuation onto a vacation. Working well with my two stories/ Mark came Ove the last two nights. Okay in a more positive mood and okay. Kristan threatened me. Sad women are so sad. Talked to Elia a lot today. My time here is short. sometimes I don't want to but know it is helping. Watching a lot of naked porn. Naked gymnastics and titties.

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